I'm OK

My recent post is about the most pissed I've ever been. My posts usually go through some drafts, sometimes I start & finish later, especially if it's a tough problem. That last post was one uninterrupted stream of raw emotion.

It's a level of frustration that when you go up against the system, it will do almost anything to preserve the status quo. The worst part is the lying, manipulation, back stabbing with a smile.

These people would call me nuts because I oppose their sick twisted manipulation with every fiber of my being. These sick bastards get off on screwing people, while maintaining a fake smile.

I needed to let that out. So I can breathe, think write, calmly, deliberately, powerfully, tactfully.

They may win now. But they will know I am on to them. And it won't be the last they've heard from me. They may be all smug now, confident that their system has destroyed another attacker. They've hurt me, bad. But I'll recover and I'll be back.

I meant what I said, the emotion is real. But I wanted to let you know, I'm OK. And I'll be even better.